And I have to say, I love it all. Just love it. Don't get me wrong, I love awkward Merlin and his happy-go-lucky grin but angsty!Merlin is totally fun to write. Maybe it has nothing to do with it being Merlin because I am obsessed with angst and it makes my heart go round when I read it. HAHA.
I just hope that this deep-seeded, evil hatred I have poured into Merlin's tiny head is appreciated by my readers once they see dorky!Merlin back in action. I hope so, cos I know I sure as hell appreciate it. But maybe I am just a truly sick and evil writer...
Also, Bradley is such a huge dork and I enjoy every moment of it. I am finally going through and watching Secrets and Magic. I think its a good thing I waited until after I'd finished the series, otherwise I would have been so preoccupied trying to read Bradley/Colin slash and would not have ever gotten this fantastically evil story idea.
And you know what else is majorly sad about this angst-ridden chapter? Its not even the worst of the angst to come. This is just aftermath angst of the damn show. Sheesh, Merlin creators, look what you have unleashed.
Also, I hope you guys don't get mad at me for putting cliffhangers at the end of the next three parts of the story. LOL